Oh My God - This is the funniest thing ever! I need to see this …
A lady, a good lady. A very good lady close to my family..Was once a lot closer but now my mum and this lady are close again is dying and I am so so angry about it.
This lady is amazing, I have never told her that. And I thought it long before she got ill but she’s helped me more than she could ever know. She’s a wife, a mum, a friend and an inspiration. She takes what she is given smiles at it and carries on, as she always has. She over any one made living with an eating disorder possible, made recovering possible and makes not relapsing possible. She understands the trials and tribulations of my life because she has lived, is living, still lives and will forever live with her very own trialing tribulation.
She’s my inspiration without even knowing it because she is the closest person to me, physically and emotionally who I can truly say has the same struggle.
I did something that I thought would save her, I thought the spirits would side with us and I thought I would fix this horrible illness for her. I was wrong and I only fear it has made her worse. I’m sorry, I am so so sorry.
I’m angry. There is no reason why this lady should be ill. She is, honestly, nothing but good willed. I’ve known her for 20 years and my mum has known er for a lot more and everyone can pick faults with people but this lady’s are all superficial there is no real problem. Not an ounce of nastyness in her. We said this before. We said this long before she was ill. I’m angry because she is suffering for someone else’s wrong doing. Someone close to her, I don’t know who. But she must be. She must be a warning to them because life doesnt work like this, it doesnt kill the good ones young for no reason.
I’m sorry, I’m really sorry to be morbid but I’m furious.
(Source: nothingwithalittlebitofsomething, via abby-lane)
Baby, your jumper looks better on me.
I can’t Imagine living without you. And I don’t want to.
